bla bla bla and so on ..

annyeong, hallo, hello semua ..
ini entri pertama gue loooooch !! :D
tapi, entri pertama seharusnya berawal dengan kebahagiaan, tapi,
beda dengan entri pertama gue. mo tau kenapa?
tadi, di sekolah, gue lakuin stupid, freaky, and so on..
apa? gue di suruh godain salah satu teman gue, ****, di depan orang yang seharusnya gue bilangin apa yang gue bilang ke **** .. T.T

ceritanya gini :
once upon a time, there live a fairy called fairy pitt .. *alah, wasting time aja*
teman2 : yaaaw, giliran mu, ca.
me : apa?
teman : pi goda **** ..
me : haah?
teman : te boleh di tolak, ayo ayo !!
me : *menarik nafas dalam2* ok ..
gue pun berjalan ke arah **** ..

me : hey *** ..
**** : hey, .......
and bla bla bla bla ..

selama proses, gue terus liat2 teman2 gue berharap mereka bilang "STOP" ..
setelah melakukan tantangan itu, gue liat ke salah satu teman gue , and feel not GOOD ..
*dalam hati* , y ALLAH, semoga aja dia nggak marah, AMIN ..

dari perjalanan pulang sampai rumah, gue langsung keingat dia, dan sending message..
balasannya buat gue takut ..
oh GOD, help me !! T.T
tapi, smsnya buat gue sadar ..

i should keep people heart ..
don't make people feel dissapointed ..
and, don't do what you don't want to do ..



and for you ,,
sorry, BIG SORRY ..
i swear, i never mean to make you hurt ..
before, it's just a GAME ..
please believe me ..
i will not make you heart by this way .. T.T

hope you can read it, believe me, forgive me,
and trust me that i will not hurt you ..

*aaa,ifiwerealonehereiwillcry* T.T